ArGh..............
QUIT.....
NBcb la...
FUCK la....
Y M i DOING all THESE....
Y muSt I SuffEr....
cANT I jUS lIVE A PEACEFUL LIFE...
OMG...
KILL MI meh....
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Friday, September 29, 2006
ArGh
Friday, September 29, 2006
Hows Life....?
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Just finish my night shift...
Today is slpin Day...
Took charge of 18 pt...
first night was busy...
But second night was not so busy...
But still i don know wat i m busying with...
It seems that i m very busy...
Feel so useless when i m unable to help my junior(my preceptor)
Argh...Aiya don know la...
Hai sian...
Really tired of living this kinda life...
if i continue to work like this..
sure i get depression de lor..
Everyday go home without peace lor...
@$%!&*#
Saw 2 very cute baby...
1 is amg moh...very cute lor...
He actually got a sister n they r twin...
Haha...
The other 1 is korean..
This one is damn cubby n cute
Drink onli the mom breast milk n can be so cubby..
N his mom is damn skinny lor...
Don know how much milk he drink from the mom...
Went swimming with eileen jus now...
Swim for onli 15 min then kana chase out le..
Cause they r closing...
stupid right...15min we also happy..
Tml not working...
Going out in the evening...
then thursday work 1 day...
then i will not be working for the next 5 days...
so whoever wanna go out feel free to ask mi...
Hehe...
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Today is slpin Day...
Took charge of 18 pt...
first night was busy...
But second night was not so busy...
But still i don know wat i m busying with...
It seems that i m very busy...
Feel so useless when i m unable to help my junior(my preceptor)
Argh...Aiya don know la...
Hai sian...
Really tired of living this kinda life...
if i continue to work like this..
sure i get depression de lor..
Everyday go home without peace lor...
@$%!&*#
Saw 2 very cute baby...
1 is amg moh...very cute lor...
He actually got a sister n they r twin...
Haha...
The other 1 is korean..
This one is damn cubby n cute
Drink onli the mom breast milk n can be so cubby..
N his mom is damn skinny lor...
Don know how much milk he drink from the mom...
Went swimming with eileen jus now...
Swim for onli 15 min then kana chase out le..
Cause they r closing...
stupid right...15min we also happy..
Tml not working...
Going out in the evening...
then thursday work 1 day...
then i will not be working for the next 5 days...
so whoever wanna go out feel free to ask mi...
Hehe...
Depression...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
I realise that recently i have been posting rubbish blog...
But this is jus my life now...
My life now is full of rubbish...
I think i will get depression sooner or later...
I feel that watever i do is wrong...
Nothing is perfect...
But i already try my best to do it already...
Still there will be something wrong here n there...
I don know wat i can do to make myself a perfect person...
After the talk with sister yesterday..
I feel demoralise...
If Onli i m not bonded...
I will have QUIT...
I don mind being poor or work as other profession
Cause i m really sick n tired of this life even thought onli 3 mth...
Even when i slp in my dream is also work...
everyday when i go home..
i will be thinking wat i did today...
Got miss out anything a not...
Got do anything wrong a not...
wat will happen tml at work...
Wat will sister tell mi...??
Issit "I think u did well"
Or "I think i cant confirm u"
Or "u need to work harder.."
Or " Your pt care is like shit"
I don know and i don wan to know...
Nobody can understand my feeling now...
I was at the point of breaking down yesterday..
I was really stress...
I cant settle my pt appointment...
When i pass over...i was being stress by the senior...
I feel very bad n sorry for my preceptor...
I wan to do her proud but....
I think if i am still in this line i will not have peace in my whole life...
I will be stress everyday...
I will be unhappie everyday...
therefore it means that i will be stress n unhappie for the next 3 years...
HELP....i need HELP...
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Sunday, September 10, 2006
But this is jus my life now...
My life now is full of rubbish...
I think i will get depression sooner or later...
I feel that watever i do is wrong...
Nothing is perfect...
But i already try my best to do it already...
Still there will be something wrong here n there...
I don know wat i can do to make myself a perfect person...
After the talk with sister yesterday..
I feel demoralise...
If Onli i m not bonded...
I will have QUIT...
I don mind being poor or work as other profession
Cause i m really sick n tired of this life even thought onli 3 mth...
Even when i slp in my dream is also work...
everyday when i go home..
i will be thinking wat i did today...
Got miss out anything a not...
Got do anything wrong a not...
wat will happen tml at work...
Wat will sister tell mi...??
Issit "I think u did well"
Or "I think i cant confirm u"
Or "u need to work harder.."
Or " Your pt care is like shit"
I don know and i don wan to know...
Nobody can understand my feeling now...
I was at the point of breaking down yesterday..
I was really stress...
I cant settle my pt appointment...
When i pass over...i was being stress by the senior...
I feel very bad n sorry for my preceptor...
I wan to do her proud but....
I think if i am still in this line i will not have peace in my whole life...
I will be stress everyday...
I will be unhappie everyday...
therefore it means that i will be stress n unhappie for the next 3 years...
HELP....i need HELP...
